Category: Living Journal
Avoidant
I wonder where you are right now and what is on your mind. Are you stressed or filled with joy? Are you thinking of me? Do you wonder if I’m thinking of you? I am. If you read this will you even know it is you I write about? Do you spend your days in…
I Fell In Love
I’m driving down the road and I notice this deep stillness inside that I never felt before. The stillness is laying on a sea of joy and light. Each breath inviting in more life and each moment filled with curiosity. What is this feeling? The calm amid the storm we call life. Nothing has changed,…
Let’s Talk About Sex
I have been dying to talk about Sex! Sex sells. Lol. Yes, it does. But why is it still such a taboo topic? I think mostly because it can be used to defile and destroy others. Because we can use it in a way that hurts and causes mental, emotional and physical illness. So many…
Let Me Love You
I know you hurt inside. I know you stay busy so you won’t ever feel it. You keep going so your thoughts never have time to take hold of you and overcome you. Thoughts of insecurity and need. Thoughts of your desires that you don’t believe will ever be fulfilled and you won’t ever be…
Tripping On Gold
I’m tripping on gold, and I’m lost in nothing. I have nowhere to go and no money to spend. I’m working so hard and spinning in circles and it never ends. Where is my focus and why? How have a spent a lifetime in complaints. There has always been so much before me and all…
What It Takes To Be Me
I can’t believe how hard it is to just be me. To first learn what I like and who I want to be. Then to change my life to be that person. There are so many more obstacles in the way than I had realized. Parts that come up within me, habits that I fall…
Breaking A Generational Curse
I have been a bit quiet here recently. Not intentionally, or maybe? hold up, let me analyze myself real quick. If I have observed myself correctly I think I could say that even though I had a super busy week with kids being sick and a delay in school because of snow that I have…
A Canvas
I had so much to write about. I had even made notes in my calendar of blogs I could write this morning. Interesting topics for our minds to devour and explore. Things that keep me going and thinking for days, months or years. And now I sit here, my mind a blank canvas. Where have…
Bravery
I was on my way home with my two oldest children and a song came on that said: “I wanna take you somewhere so you know I care But it’s so cold and I don’t know where I brought you daffodils in a pretty string But they won’t flower like they did last spring…
Choosing My Reality
Life is good. I mean, is it? I never thought it was. Maybe I had a few good moments. Days even. But in general, I never thought my life was good. As I got older, I started to believe life in general wasn’t good. When we really break it down and enter the depths of…