Category: Living Journal

  • Tripping On Gold

    I’m tripping on gold, and I’m lost in nothing. I have nowhere to go and no money to spend. I’m working so hard and spinning in circles and it never ends. Where is my focus and why? How have a spent a lifetime in complaints. There has always been so much before me and all…

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  • What It Takes To Be Me

    I can’t believe how hard it is to just be me. To first learn what I like and who I want to be. Then to change my life to be that person. There are so many more obstacles in the way than I had realized. Parts that come up within me, habits that I fall…

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  • Breaking A Generational Curse

      I have been a bit quiet here recently. Not intentionally, or maybe? hold up, let me analyze myself real quick. If I have observed myself correctly I think I could say that even though I had a super busy week with kids being sick and a delay in school because of snow that I have…

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  • A Canvas

    I had so much to write about. I had even made notes in my calendar of blogs I could write this morning. Interesting topics for our minds to devour and explore. Things that keep me going and thinking for days, months or years. And now I sit here, my mind a blank canvas. Where have…

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  • Bravery

    I was on my way home with my two oldest children and a song came on that said:   “I wanna take you somewhere so you know I care But it’s so cold and I don’t know where I brought you daffodils in a pretty string But they won’t flower like they did last spring…

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  • Choosing My Reality

    Life is good. I mean, is it? I never thought it was. Maybe I had a few good moments. Days even. But in general, I never thought my life was good. As I got older, I started to believe life in general wasn’t good. When we really break it down and enter the depths of…

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  • Free Flow

    I’m super distracted tonight. I drew a bath for myself and found the perfect board to lay across the top of the bathtub so I could set my laptop up and write. I have found every other thing I needed to start working on, necessary things but nonetheless really just to distract myself from writing…

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  • Unfiltered and Unbothered

    I can’t take credit for the title. Meaghan came up with unfiltered and unbothered, but man I love it! It’s us.  In a world where more and more things are fake, we still have the option to be real, and to be completely okay with our own realness. Judge us, hate us, love us, we…

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  • Parts

    I’m sitting in my car on a cold rainy Friday evening. One of my boys, I have 5, is at soccer practice, so I sit here and write to you all. Hoping that this topic will not only continue to inspire my journey but hopefully yours as well. I have touched on parts work in…

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  • Another Day Another Thought

    My fingers desire to type and my mind is blank. What should we consider today? The world is how we perceive it. Or is it? I mean, my perception of the world is how I perceive it. But does that make it so? Some say yes. Is that just another perception? is my disagreement with…

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